I feel as if my world is falling apart at the seams.

Nothing is real anymore. My life is fading out.

I have ceased to exist.




I have tried and tried to have this part of myself be forgotten. Why bother anymore? Everyone should know.

Andrew Cole Goff (Gustavon) is dead. He died a few weeks ago. I'm sorry to all those that believe that he's out there somewhere, biding his time until he's ready to return. He's not going to.

He's been replaced with the real me. I had an illegal surgery... which I'm still recovering from. I'm taking hormones. And yeah, my doctor knows how much trouble he could get in for this... so he won't be named...

More or less. I'm not a guy anymore.

You can call me Nicole. Anna Nicole to be exact. If you don't fucking like it, you can go to hell. I don't care anymore.

Thank you, and have a nice fucking day.